My PinK Fairyland

the 236 post

2008-10-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

HEHLO!!
in case anybody's wondering where I've disappeared to. I've retreated into my heap of work, doing my best to finish every lil bit of it. (hopefully, results ain't too bad this time..ur truly has been low on morale recently..im moanin and groaning to anybody that's kind enough to listen)

and so, after 236 posts,i've decided to leave blogger and embrace mr lj! my current love is still normal and plain..i'll get down to reading css and stuff, learning how to spice it up, during the HOLS!

if you guys were wondering if wenbin is alive and kicking, go on to http://miss-rianne.livejournal.com/.
all the posts will be there from now on.

adieus loves :)

Flabbergasted

2008-09-03T00:31:00.006+08:00

Switching over to livejournal is getting more and more tempting. Let me figure out how to use their template.
According to friends, my blog's the most 官方, and also the safest. It doesn't seem to be now.

so welcome strangers..
do click on the ad if you guys drop by, at least let me earn some $$ ya?

P.S if you're searching for hot juicy gossips, please get outta here.
P.P.S BFFs are always recognised, no matter what identity they chose to take.

current love

2008-08-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

hwork's neverending,but nothing stops me from watching the current love of my life..ignore me while i indulge in my silly fantasy.

caught murder of the inugami clan..and it's extremely depressing..for the second time of the month, i regretted spending 8 bucks on a movie tix..couldn't decide which one is worse,12 lotus or the murder..

anyway,august is a sad sad month..lots of people are down,and all i can do is to offer comfort and company.only the parties involved will be able to solve the problems..hopefully,all's well in the end.

one way ticket to fattydom.

2008-08-21T20:23:00.003+08:00

im stoning in front of the pink baby, despite the fact that i have work to be completed by tonight. my body seems to be immobilised and my body doesn't seem to move. work just keep piling and piling, i could practically climbed up the pile to reach out and pluck the stars from the dark dark night.

50% my fault
i lost focus.
hence the long nights spent.

everybody's busy..these few mths will be complete madness.there's no way out, moving forward is the only solution..self-identity,self-doubt..am i moulding myself to suit the environment and people? these few weeks made me realise that 'never' is too strong a word. lots of possibilities may arise.

muttons to midnight, comfort foods,bbt shows are the current fav distress methods. new friendships are appreciated.
heart-to-hearts are cherished..
bffs are all loved..

i can't wait to meet 2 of my fav gals tomorrow.=)

bilingual

2008-08-11T21:08:00.002+08:00

my mind's swarming with english and chinese words,and you,all these words aren't arranged in the right order..peabrain me couldn't phrase all these words. i'm staring at the empty white screen of the msword,willing the first sentence to form.

mental block,i hate u.

holidays are like fireworks. school starts again tml..when's the next hol?

A whole new stage

2008-08-04T22:32:00.006+08:00

update on the weird caller.
jace managed to scare that weird person off with her broken hokkien threats.with the loudspeaker on, she showed her mafia side,threatening to call the "madas", right in the middle of raffles city platform.
my bestie is totally amazing!!
i think the weirdo was badly traumatised. he stopped his prank calls after that.=P

back to school days. here's one of the several mugging sessions. there' s my fave comfort drink in the picture. im still very in love with it.

we walked around in town,trying to find a place to settle down and mug. final destination was fullerton's starbucks,which is super cozy comfy. my peabrain tried its best to absorb whatever was on the book. did the usuals, drafting my plans (which took way longer than i expected),discussing with the mugging mates.

somewhere during the session, pea brain was exhausted, and we decided to take a break. narcissim began to show. (i managed to squeeze the three of us into the pictures.=p)

...and they decided to pose with the textbook..hahahah..

pictures were expired as usual..not much new photos recently, prob due to the pre-sch anxiety plus extreme mood swings..
i'm keeping my spirits up. life's too short for me to feel grummy. so SHOO BAD MOODS~

lucky eileen got a 4day week!!im turning green with envy..ahhhh..i don't know what to feel when i see my timetable.哭笑不得..i'm counting my blessings though, will make do with what I have. :)

may the long weekend come soon!to-do list is full, 1st on the list is to get a haircut.

rainbow after rain, right?

2008-07-30T23:48:00.003+08:00

i'm in an ultra grumpy mood currently. don't ask me why, cause i can't pinpoint the exact reason. in general,im easily pissed these few days, feeling as snappy as a piranha. i want to retreat to my private lala land, but that's not going to happen, since school's starting really soon.

to further piss me off,there's this weird guy whose mis-calling me. i managed to answer his call the 1st time round, but i totally couldn't understand what he's talking about. the only coherent english i heard is ''where're you from?", which led me to end that call. after that he just kept mis-calling.

very funny.

... ...

2008-07-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

im bleeding myself dry financially, splurging on random stuffs..food, books and so on..and i havent get a sturdy bag for school..

i escape to retail therapy whenever i felt stressed,emo or whatever negative vibes emitting at some period of my life..
having the most mixed emotions..
argued with mom about the same issue argued years ago..as usual,i didnt win..

fm 98.7 instead of the usual.
im actually tempted to attend the singfest. there's this really nice song on the singfest ad, have yet to figure out the song title..

i'm getting more and more unpredictable..

foiled

2008-07-23T00:25:00.005+08:00

i've been whining about wildwildwet since the march bdae chalet..

time check. it's 12.27am Aug 23..

when plans are finalised and i'm finally making my virgin trip, one piece of news crushed my anticipation into a mono-coloured pulp.

have to attend a course meeting which starts in the morning and ends in the afternoon

nice.

anyway, a getaway would be niccee..how i wish i've jetted with shuqin ytd!

random note:sorry to my bffs.:( and to wennee: I still owe u a treat!

superr long ago!!met up with the sjab people, for mr chenyang's bdae clbn..slacked.talked.ate.basicially catching up with one another..the uno stacko managed to entertained the girls..wennee was playing cards with the guys. i totally suck at card games or mahjong.i'm the 'play once learn once' kind of person.

mr chenyang ferried us to dempsey for b&j..i love that outlet,nice and cosy ambience.=)

speaking of food,i want my comfort foods~

am addicted to macaroons after two pieces of canele's. starbucks green tea latte. it amuses me how my bffs think that my taste is totally yucky..SB green tea latte is NICE,okay!hahax

i'm too geksim to fall asleep now..=S

after a month

2008-07-20T00:53:00.004+08:00

didn't blog for nearly a month..

well im back to casual wear, comfy tees,denims and shorts now..

no early mornings, no endless lesson plannings,markings, no rushing datelines..

i'm free again...tralalalala~

i didnt tell the kids exactly that im leaving..kids,they were one of the most important factors of the whole experience..love them, hate them..

come to think of it,i missed them but not as much as the kumon ones..

weird huh..

everybody's nice to me..

learnt alot during this past month.

may not be the best, but i tried my best..

and that pretty much summarised it..a fruitful chapter of my life..

ard the 3rd of 4th wk..too tired to make up..

worksheets marking n the bed..

this exp makes me realise that the koreans and japanese have really nice handwritings, even the boys! one of the kids who left a deep impression was this korean boy,who's pretty good-looking, who speaks pretty fluent chinese (no accent whatsoever),has nice name and handwriting and is "multilingual".He knew singlish and dialects,including some 'colourful' terms..

loads of unposted photos in the com..am going to recount all the fun i had during the honeymoonie period of 2008...

had been resting when exp ended,replenishing the lost hours of sleep..

time flies----i dont want school to start that sooon!

The bits and the pieces

2008-06-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

school experience...
so far so good. i'm still alive, at least.
according to huijun's analogy, i'm floating (in more ways than one), keeping my head above the waters..
the staff is really kind and friendly, and patient when coaching noob like me..
as for the kids, the angels and devils are posessing them every other minute...

i hope the remaining 13 weekdays will fly past, and yours truly will still be safe and sound.
as for now, do tolerate my mia & grumpiness..
(^_^)
maybe i shld use nagging instead of reprimanding as a counterattack to the rebellious kids..who knows,it may work..

may god bless me with confidence and a glib tongue..

i can't wait to meet my bffs!

2008-06-21T11:57:00.002+08:00

monday's cominggg!!omgomg! i pray that i won't suffer major monday blues. uniforms for the coming week aren't out yet, sewing to be done, stationeries to be bought.

basically, it boils to the fact that my life is the same as my room.Totally unorganised.

As i whined and freaked the past few days, Amy's call came as a nice surprise. Good timing too, since she called after my induction ended. I'm so happy to hear her voice. Time flies, and she's back today. :)

Had this habit of taking whatever buses from town, then change to 188 or 67, both which stops outside my home. Took 502 from town and stopped at the busstop near jace's house to wait for 188.The only difference was that I'm alone that night. That girl had jetted to Japan.Lucky girl!!:)

Off to bathe.I'm going to meet the spasistars later.
P.S That will be the last outing for my honeymoonie holidays. *groans*

more later

the clock is ticking

2008-06-10T10:54:00.002+08:00

13 freaking days left..
*wake up at 7..wake up at 7..wake up at 7* she chants to herself incessantly..

wenbinbin refuses to end the sweetest honeymoonie period of her life..refuse. refuses. REFUSED!

sleep disorder, or isit me?

2008-06-08T01:23:00.003+08:00

whatever it is, my sleeping pattern is totally destroyed..told the darlings that i'm going off to bed at 11 plus. it's 1.24 am now, and i awake and kicking.

i should force myself to sleep at 11 and woke up at 7 soon. =S

was talking to darling amy who's still in china. it leaves me nostalgic. despite the emo-ness, there's still wonderful memories left.
like how we used to play cards, mahjong and wadsoever during the 1st few nights.
the countless dvd plus supper nights
the numerous day/nights out at zhou shan dong lu
grocery trips at the ou shang hypermart
night self-study at the classroom (though the studying didnt take place then=p)
the real mugging plus homework nights.
washing of clothes and bathroom with eileen
manicure, shopping and wonderful meals.
room visiting at 121 (is the room no right? we are 127 rite?)
process of hailing cabs

and the list goes on.

it was my period of rebellion and growth.
i am nostalgic.
hahax..maybe it's because im lying on my comfy bed,in my lovely sanctuary with aircon blowing at me,or simply because im at home,that's why i dont feel angsty or grumpy.

anyway, i'm currently having a strong crave of yong he dou jiang at one of the kallang streets. one day, i'm going to take 67 on impulse, and go all the way there to satisfy my cravings.

as my stomach screams "doujiang youtiao", i actually caught the 1st episode of gossip girls. like finally. the show's addictive. i'm preventing my fingers to click the 2nd episode NOW. simply because I have to sleep. i think blair's pretty, but i like serena more.:)

caught abit of the switzerland vs czech soccer match too. i'm rooting for switzerland!

sorry bout the lack of pictures. i'm plain lazzyyy~

ok..i shall start counting sheep now...

2008-06-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

sex and the city is the ultimate show to ignite the materialistic cells in you. with the lvs, the chanels appearing constantly,its so hard not to notice..the vivienne westwood wedding gown is stunning..carrie bradshaw's wardrobe is the ultimate loves.

further spreading of materialistic body cells. i happened to look at my ex-tutor web and saw her 20 day europe trip which cost a whooping 16k. i'll start working hard to save up for my ultimate holiday, i tell u. Europe is enchanting, it's a whole new world!

i'm bedazzled, will be back on the ground in a few days time.haha

speaking of time, i'm short of it. Working clothes, bags and shoes shopping time. plus lib reading up trip. i probably have to start walking around in heels, and stop myself from whining or buying a pair of flip flops aft the first 2 hours.

after contact lenses, there's another first for me in 2008. with the 1st glimpse of the new side of the world came the awe and the trauma. i'll fare better next time..:)

have to maximise the remaining hols time. do date me in the morning too.it'll force me to wake up early.=P

my besties, my comfort zone

2008-05-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

i survive one full sem, you definitely can too!
have fun, and before you knew it, it's home sweet home again.

amy's off to china for 3 weeks..we may not meet up for 3 weeks when we're busy with school but 3 weeks seem so long when she's in china. main point is i'm going to miss her. jace will too.:)

i'm suffering from a holidays-ending panic attack. if theres such a thing in the world.

photo post next time.

The trishaw ahpek

2008-05-16T13:26:00.003+08:00

2 hours more to work..-_-

Amy reminded me to blog about the trishaw incident during our outing. We were strolling around clarke quay area, when there's a trishaw parked beside the road. The ahpek was talking animatedly on his handphone. We were hovering around, Amy wanted to ask the price, but the uncle ignored us.

So when Amy went forward and asked the uncle the price of going to outram park mrt. The uncle replied " $30". Amy "Huh!" very loudly into the ah pek's face. $30 is enough for the both of us to travel home in a cab! Apparently, that's why the ah pek can afford to talk so long on his hp. In the end we left the ah pek who was STILL yakking on his phone.

On our way to Outram park station ,we saw a few trishaws, which's furnished with bright coloured cushions and blared techno music. That must have caused $5o to sit on the decorated trishaws!
Amy asked "is that the trishaw or rickshaw?". I told her that's the trishaw. Rickshaw is the one which u'll see in the ww2 drama serials, where theres a man running infront and pulling the rickshaw,with the passenger sitted behind.

Imagine us sitting on the rickshaw and the ah pek running infront. He must be thinking "young people nowadays have too much good food."

$30 from central to outram park is too ex. We talked about being part-time trishaw drivers. Good money u know. I need to work 6 hours to get $30! However, imagine yourself riding the gaudy trishaw and you stopped at a traffic junction. You turned to look at the posh car beside you, to see your friends (or worse your crush) inside! hahahahax..Hilarious sight..

all at a shot

2008-05-14T22:43:00.007+08:00

workworkwork = ka chingg~ka chingg~

met up with amy last friday. present hunting was worthwhile. :) the birthday girl is satisfied with her present. we caught speed racer at cine, which was okay-okay. Rain's appearance was minimal.:(
it felt like a real life psp game. i bet they are trying to develop the game now.

whined and grumbled quite abit to amy..the girl had listened patiently to me for, like 8 years?
finding a place to settle for dinner was hard that day. from ps, to central. waraku was packed, in the end, we waited for tcc.

there's actually a piece of 'mirror' beside central waraku. i still havent figure out why it's there.

camwhored while waiting..the pretty girl had coloured contacts on..it's sooo pretty! i'm sooo tempted.><

mother's day celebration at ahma's house. the usuals, with all the potluck goodies spread on the table. ate and talked most of the time. the normal, nice big family gathering evening.

Huijun and weiping's birthday celebration on monday. sakura buffet lunch, chill out at e2max, dinner at thai express. Lots of catching up done, plus gossips and random yakking. I love the girls!<3

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tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday and saturday will be spent working. i need a haircut and a getaway. am kinda drained lately, be it physically or mentally, to the extent that i fell down at phoenix lrt station, when i'm only two steps away from ground. i had never fell down since 6789 years, so that's probably the suay-est and paiseh-est mishap of the month.

im still thankful because: 1. no one see me fall! (thank goodness), 2. i didn't fall on the tar road. (which will be freaking pain. my knees are just painted with a little blue and a little black.)

tv's showing LA ink, some tattoo reality show. There's this girl who decided to get a tattoo of her best friend (who suffered from breast cancer) on her whole arm. She shaved her head to accompany her friend whose undergoing chemo. That's like the sweetest thing a friend could ever do, considering that tattoo is soooo painful.

curtis stone is the hottest take home chef.

besties

2008-05-04T20:57:00.007+08:00

Jace had decided to abandon her pink extended pink table and embrace motherhood.

The girl had spent her first week of her 20 years old mugging. poor thing. for the first time, i was the one who attempted to pyscho her movies. and she actually refused!!that's so rare! =P

continue to mug hard girl!exams at expo will be a breeze, no sweat!

amy and i attempted to surprise her but failed. a phone call is actually the reason of our failure. nevertheless, it was fun, singing the bdae song, seeing jace looking so shy. another first!

the reason why jace is clutching on to my white bag is because she refused to let amy or me to get hold of my autograph book. i brought the whole book out, for easy reference of amy's address. we made our way to her house for an early surprise. amy's look of surprise was priceless.

amy drove us back. it's my first time sitting in a friend's car and it's so exciting! :)

wonderful time spent with the two lovelies..

Mayday's concert on jace's birthday. That lucky girl! If I was jace, I'll fly off to the moon to have ahshin sing birthday song (which he really did) to me. Jm, wy and me were upstairs, hence separated from jace, huiwen and friends who bought the best seats.

Im going to see mayday again next year!oh yea yea!!my poo poo pics won't do any justice to the concert.Mayday was the greatest, ahshin's power vocals, guaishou shitou masa's guitars and guanyou's drums, everything was great!!masa's base guitar was unexpectedly nice, i thought base guitar won't sound that good.

my mayday's so small..=X but i still feel very high when i look at the pics.

Thats ahxin!

spot the prince!

another bestie whos probably mugging her ass off..jiayou jm!!lots of movies,donuts and shopping ahead!!

random note:i'm going to watch xing guang 2, since theres a dance segment with energy! :P

Mayday Mayday

2008-05-01T02:07:00.002+08:00

i'm going to get better tickets to mayday concert next yr.
my pics are poopoo, as compared to jace's and huiwen's.

Mayday concert was superb!heart thumping, adrenaline surging wonderful!!everybody was standing and waving the light sticks..
high high high! it was worth every penny spent..

Biggest love is guaishou!!him with the yellow guitar, superb skills!! he had a lovely voice too!i want his guitar pick~~just heard from jm that her senior caught guaishou's towel..

OH-MY-GOD-

I AM CONFIDENT!

2008-04-19T23:02:00.004+08:00

oh yes..i'm confident..shall keep chanting to myself till i totally believe in it.

big big events coming up. posting & calling, cisco phototakin session, medical checkup and the much awaited MAYDAY CONCERT plus BESTIE BIRTHDAY! Amy's left to enjoy a few more days of the 19th year.

shock-surprise when jace proclaimed her love for the pair of bebe flipflpps on her blog. coincidentally, that's the flip flops which yuqin aka recently converted bebe fan lusted after. seems like the endless praise for the flipflops aint going to stop..=S

ancient photos still stuck in my cam and phone..i'm trying to practise photoshopping!

on a random note, i realised i love working with kids especially the very little ones. they are super cute, when they wobble with their small small feet. aww..maybe when im older, i can take up early childhood courses..

just went swimming with sis. a feeble attempt to burn some calories and shed some fats. after 10 miserable laps, every inch of my body is aching. -_-
im behaving like a grumpy old woman when im only 20.

constipated

2008-04-10T14:27:00.002+08:00

slacking at home, awaiting work to come. im soo not a morning person. biological has a mind of its own, and it refuses to wake me up unless i do have important morning meetings that day. geex..

medical checkup looming in the near future..
ive got to get my ass up, exercise and eat less..hopefully i'll just be borderline overweight..damn my height..
last checkup was when im 17, and was spared the blood test.
2-0 this year. must i do the blood test? have not gotten over my fear for needles..x_x

towned with yuqin yesterday. the gal was driven crazy by my indecisiveness and my serious moodswing due to the pair of turquoise heels.kboxed, kino, seoul garden,far east. spent 1/3 of march salary, yet there isn't much loot. =S show's shop was disappointing and far east closes at a super early time. i was whining and grumbling and pyschoing her to watch shutter with me, but to no avail. that gal is cool, calm and composed. headed over to guardian to get denzen for my terribly painful throat. trip ended at bpp, mos tea for supper..
we always thrive on randomness..;)

shall turn to sub-urban trips soon, town is bad for the wallet.

a big portion of the uber sweet honeymoon holidays are going to be over..SOOOBX..
eileen and weiping are happily jetting to hongkong now, huijun will be off to china, and the rest of the princesses are left to brave the moe meeting..=x can totally forsee the stress for the particular month..

bangkok..moi currently most craved holiday destination..though that wouldn't happen soon, sis still got her As.

and so...life continues..

the daily affairs

2008-04-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

some random musings of mine...

work ended at 3.30pm, which ruined my kbox plan with eileen..headed home, and after my lunch cum dinner, i went straight to bed at 5.
....and slept all the way to 10 next morning.
i never cease to amaze myself. X_X

met kopiboy unexpectedly ystd. luckily nothing out of the ordinary happens.:)

and i'm dreading apr 21st.
the posting, the calls, ohmygod..

im so sorry, no matter how optimistic i've become, i can't help but worry.geex

met up with ms bebe chuang on wed..the gal never fails to amuse me.

we're two indecisive creatures, hemming and hawing over what to eat,where to go, what movies to watch. debated endlessly as we walked from bugis to city hall. that happens to be our fave strolling route. in the end, we decided to catch untraceable preview. the movie is freaking scary, scarier than the orphanage and rule #1. sick, bloody,gory..luckily the heroine survived. Jace immediately popped into my mind when the 1st death scene appeared on the screen. i think her penchant for gore horror thriller still affects me.=P

before untraceable, we were kept occupied with the kiap kiap machine. That's another new found addiction of mine. Bebe chuang caught my addiction. She screamed when we caught the 1st toy. It's damn exciting and thrilling to see the daisy duck drop into the 'tunnel'.I think we did jump and squeal, and then burst into laughters. Luckily no one see us, if not we'll dieee. The worker there was soooo nice. He offered to exchange the daisy duck for other disney baby toys. In the end, we got two cute disney baby minnie!! The minnies proved useful for yuqin. She held the two minnies in front of her face during untraceable.

cam whored in marina's deserted toilet. caught bebe touching up her eyeliner. that girl always looks graceful, even when she's drawing her eyeliner. she's ridiculously obsessed with a particular pair of bebe flip flops, and she nagged me about it everytime we meet. :p that girl has endless strings of tao huas. who knows, mr bebe might have appeared..hehehex..

the reason i'm never going to slim down is because...i happen to love food..X_X

oh..i just realised there's 6 close friends of mine having birthdays on may.omg..i've gotta save up now!

donuts and minnies^^the simplest things that made me smile..:)

April's Fool

2008-04-01T14:53:00.002+08:00

stuck at home. mom's order.

anyway, my 20th april's fool was memorable, thanks to two crazy women who happens to be my besties.
they came up with the craziest joke ever.
last night at around 1.30 am, amy msged me and told me 'orange deuter bag' (name will nt be disclosed.) got into a bike accident and was in the hospital, and that his condition was quite serious. i was hoping that its just broken bones here and there.It's easier for him to recover if that's what hes suffering frm.
when asked if i'm going down to visit, i declined.
Amy replied, "!!Ok.U r heartless. If only u had seen how xx told me. The seriousness."
(she's probably laughing her ass off as she typed the msg)
i actually reasoned with myself, shouldn't go because 1. we aren't that close, 2. will embarrass myself if i start crying.
for safety reason, i asked the heavy question " he isn't going to die, is he?"
felt much much better when she told me that he isn't going to die, but then that girl kept mentioning that his condition might be serious.
"bt if v serious u wan me to mms u? Lata u freak out.","ohman. i think its v scary."
(at this point of time, i happened to look at the time, and it did dawn on me that this might be a april fool day's joke. but amy's msges kinda scared me.)
so i demanded her to tell me what xx told her. and this particular msg undid me completely.
"Ok. I only tel u cus u ask. Actually he is in icu. N in coma. I didnt knw hw to tel u. N i dunknw hw to tel u over the phone."
This is when i believed her completely. I called her immediately, twice, but she didn't pick up her phone; and that doesn't make sense cause she just msged me.
(i remembered i got so agitated, i msged her "you're nt goin to pick up my call, are u?")
"Sorry. Was on the phone with mike. He says his condition v unstable n he told me nt to tel so many pl cus his parents dunwant so many pl to visit him.So u dun tel pl k. I cant tok to u.Im afraid i will cry. Tml i c him alrdy i tel u."
(amy, other than being an accountant or some financial analyst, do consider working as a scriptwriter next time.=P)
the gullible me actually stoned for a while, before moving to the living room to read newspapers. imagine, wenbinbin in her silly pig pyjamas, reading the past few days' newspapers, hoping to find some news of the accident. i felt so silly as i typed this. =P Of course i didnt find any, but there's a fair amount of fatal accidents happening these past few days.

Today, in the middle of her horribly long revision class, jace confessed that this was an April Fool joke. They were afraid that i might be angry. (hah!too late already..:P) She actually commented that there were quite a few loopholes. "How could odb get a bike license?" That's the question Jace asked, which was similar to what I've thought. I had mentioned to amy that he doesnt look like the kind that rides bike.hahahahx. i had a gd laugh over it, and i actually felt relieved, cox it means that odb is safe and sound. the only sentence i'm going to scream at them is that "HOW COULD YOU CURSE HIM!".
hahahax..didn't expect them to celebrate april's fool. Apparently the two crazy women were immensely pleased with themselves and proud of their work. I'm impressed too, considering the fact that they actually came out with 'a weather plan'. (jace nearly blew her cover when she became extremely agitated over a real news.=P)! I can't believe they actually brainstormed about it!(hahax..jace's wedding won't be able to faze me.=P)

Despite the craziness, all went well. Thing didnt go out of hand. It's a good April fool and a fab chapter of memories successfully created by them. If there's any adventurous spirit in me, the two of them have helped to nurture it.
Im very very glad that all of the above is fictional after all. I had been so traumatised that I lamented to mom, "Next time, if my future bf rides a bike, i will persuade him to sell it. We will take the mrt together."=p

koizora

2008-03-27T00:04:00.010+08:00

koizora. aka the sky of love.

the second show (1st one was ps i love you) that unleashed my potential of flooding the cinema.

i was not the only one though, sniffles could be heard now and then during the show.

the show is fabulous!totally my type.(sis commented that it seems stupid. she didn't bother to watch it.=X)

i bet most girls could relate to one or two scenes in the movie.

what hiro said left a really deep impression on me.

"I wanted to be the sky, so that i'll know where you are and protect you."

wow.

the movie's saddening and beautiful at the same time, because hiro and mika's pledge of love came from their hearts.

don't bother mentioning the sky, the wind or the sea, if you're going to break the promise.

the heart unknowingly wandered to the pandora's box, and somehow lost its way inside.

either way, the brain will lock it.

no one ever knows, you didn't know, i don't think i know.

but the sky knows.

Mar 14 2008

2008-03-18T12:12:00.006+08:00

I'm 20.

It's surreal to me. I don't feel 20 at all. When the cinema auntie asked me how old i am when we were buying Rule #1 tics, i actually told her that i'm 18..

hahahahahax. i'm pretty shocked that came out of my mouth.

Birthday was fantastic this year. Started receiving presents at the start of March.
and the 1st surprise came at 13/03/08.

I came back from kumon, had my pasta plus lotsa mos nuggets and apple pies.
Sis said she wanted to get some notes from her friend.

So,I settled down to make my mum's bdae card.

My sis came back, with AMY AND JACE!I don't react well to surprises. I didnt squeal nor scream. I think I just stood there,with messy hair and my melody pyjamas, with my mouth hanging open.

I was so so so surprised to see them there, since we agreed to meet on sat.

birthday song sang. the crystal jade cake was unexpectedly nice. :) this two besties of mine make it a point to get me a birthday cake every year. even last year. i had my bdae oreo cheesecake on the sia plane.

i'm very very touched and happy. this is the unglam me smiling goofily as i made my bdae wish.

oh and jace celebrated my bdae,with no makeup! hehehex..this is the 1st time after so many years, she stepped out of her hse like that. don't worry, u're still pretty!!

talked and laughed. i took out my pink-black box randomly and dug out the cards and letters they've given me. had a good laugh about them and the old times.

i love them both!8 years of frendship! with that amount of time, we could go through rv twice already. thankyou for their effort, to plan the bdae surprise and spend the very moment, the offical crossover from the nine-teen to the twen-ty, with me. despite amy being ultra busy with school and jace mugging her coming exams (hehex,jace,actually u're still taking a shortbreak since prelims ended right?), i'm touched that they did all this for me. big big loves!!

Besties also bought flowers for my mum. So sweet la! and the flowers were so pretty!! Too bad my mum had fallen asleep. My mum still remembered the two of them holding a cake all the way to our house and singing birthday song. On the morning of our birthdays, she was practically oohing and aahing over the flowers. And she overlooked my present..gee* Next time, I shall just buy flowers for her.=P

14 March 2008

ate meesua which my daddy had cooked for us. was waiting for the aircon man to come (it's actually a hoax,will come to that later.) so after that very big bowl of meesua, i got really sleepy and went back to sleep on my parent's bed.

i rolled myself up in my mum's blanket while my sis attempted to irritate me and then i saw three figures appearing infront of me. everything was a blur cox i didn't wear my specs. it dawned on me that the spasistars were here when i heard the 'happy birthdays' and then i got up hastily and blowed the candle on the cake which jiamin's holding.

come to think of it,i'm seriously very glad that no one thought of taping the whole thing. i think i looked even more horrible than last night.hahahax.

in the midst of surprise, i forgot to take photos. the photos earlier were taken from jace's blog, and the spasistars ones are still in xiaohuo's phone.

didn't expect the 2nd suprise,especially after the surprise last night. i was pampered with gifts and cards. the spasistars are a crafty bunch!their cards are sooo nice!!shuqin's bdae message was especially funny. i could imagine her trying very hard to fill the paper.hehex..thanks girls!!and i love the presents!!one more curler for me to curl my very straight lashes!!

and i had a nice blueberry cake this time!!i think i ballooning rapidly during the birthday week.i'm eating and eating!

speaking of air-con man, i really thought he's coming, since he came twice that week to repair the air cons. In the end,it turned out to be a lie which my mum told.gahx.=X

my heart felt fuzzy when they told me their planning of the surprise.apparently,my mum and sis had known long long ago. i was feeling really bad, coz i had to work for the rest of the week and would probably not get to see them. jiamin even smsed me to ask me which days im available which made me feel even worse.(turns out to be shuqin's idea)i remembered that i had to meet them all on the same day during one of my birthdays.

thankyou spasistars.
im showered with so much love lately.i think im getting spoilt.

we had dim sum for lunch and then daddy brought us to the singapore flyer!!mom and i were abit apprehensive initially,we were afraid of heights.

it's pretty scary if you're up there all alone. but then, it was moving so slowly that you don't have much feelings at all,until your cabin reaches the top of the ferriswheel and began to move down. i felt like puking during the 2nd half of the ride.

the views are lovely. i love the 2nd pic alot!it so not singapore..

more later..i have to go to work..

breathe

2008-03-06T00:23:00.004+08:00

im overreacting.
the worrywart that had slept soundly for some time has woken and is presently eating my insides.

results, email and a distraction which i don't need at all.
for a simpleton like me, that part of mine is always so bloody dramatic..
crap

and i had two nightmares last night.
can u believe it? two nightmares in one night, both which i could remember vividly.
one with some cockroach-like insect and another one with tarantula..
oh god..

i need my sweet stuffs to distress.

the leap year.

2008-02-29T23:54:00.002+08:00

left 5 mins more and the once-in-4-years feb 29 will be gone again.

spent the special day with my 2 lovely besties..sweet, heartwarming company!!our current obessession with coach will cause us to be penniless but happy people..=)
and then i've to leave them for kumon..

life's pretty good..
life revolves around family, my lovely friends and kids..
birthday's coming, results are releasing!!
hopefully,i wun be disappointed.

for as long as i can remember, this is probably one of the weirdest conv i had..-_-

PS I Love You

2008-02-24T23:08:00.005+08:00

the movie is wonderful.

i cried like shit. no surprise, especially if you know me well.

ever since umizaru, this is the movie that made me cry like mad.

when i told sis that i definitely cry in the theatre, my sis gave me a disgusted look and said "you better don't cry in the cinema ah, very sia suey."

i didn't let myself down.

after around 20mins or so, or maybe even shorter, i started crying..-_-

i've really outdone myself this time.

for once,i'm so glad that cinemas are dark and that i've the ability of crying silently.

for a practical, tough and too-cynical-for-her-age person, my sis cried too.

probably not as much as me, but this goes to show how touching the movie is.

once the movie ended, my practical sis said "it's fiction".

i rebutted her. if it's true, the love gerry had for holly was so deep and strong...

and so hard to come by.

and i fought back the tears which welled in my eyes almost instantly when i recalled the scenes.

sis told me again matter-of-factly, "it is fiction".

i think she repeated this 3 words at least 3 times to me.

okay, i've always been impractical, but i'm so much better than before. at least i don't believe completely that with love, we can do without bread.

so now,im contemplating of buying the vcd, for keepsake. so i can watch it again and cry my eyes out whenever i need to vent my whatever sort of emotions.

~~James Marsden~~
here comes gerard butler.

when angels warm your heart with their halos

2008-02-22T13:22:00.004+08:00

movied with the lovely spasistars..we watched sweeny todd! i think the musical parts saved the movie. johnny depp's singing voice is very attractive.

movied alot ever since i came back from china. it's a pleasure to watch movies on the big screen. discovered a weird phobia of mine. im afraid that the movie would be down before i'm able to catch it.lolx..

as usual spasistar's time is heartwarming, relaxed and pleasant. i'm a sinner though, for misremembering qin er's birthday, and jiamin's. sh-iat!! should go kneel on durian shells.=(

my memory is failing me now..

the lovely talltall spasistar is born on may 22..

and the looks-very-innocent-but-she's-a-rebel-at-heart spasistar is born on may.....14! lolx..

alright,it's may 18..=P

i swear i would not forget my lovelies' birthdays ever again..

A lovely surprise came to me in the form of a slim pretty gal holding boxes of lovely cupcakes. she had taken up the job of ms santa claus cum valentine to deliver sweet treats all the way to the ulu ten mile junction.

and i discovered i don't react well to surprises.

i nearly burst into tears when i see her waving at me.

i felt so loved and touched and she's exclaiming that my future boyfriend will have a easy time pleasing me..

thankyou babe!!you never know how much this meant to me. your thoughtful heart adds extra sweetness to the cupcakes.

Although i dread going to work, the dreadness stopped once i stepped in to the centre and time passed quickly when i'm there. I knew then that i like working there and with the kids. It makes me realise that i'm happier working with kids than adults. They are sweet, kind hearted and simple and they make me laugh with their silly antics. Of course some kids attempted to piss me off, simply because they don't feel like doing their work. I don't get angry with them, afterall childhood wasn't that far away from me. I never did dare to rebel when i was a kid. Not even now. As weird as it sounds, it kind of makes me admire the rebellious kids. Since young, I've a penchant for badboys. No good at all.

Some pesky little boy tried to get back at me,for asking him to do five pages of work. He said "You're very fat." lolx..i looked at him, bemused, and i told him matter-of-factly. "Yah I am, but you still have to do your work." He paused, staring with his big round eyes, and proceed to do a few questions, all the while grumbling, "Why must i do my work? I hate doing chinese, yada yada yada.." I told him again matter of factly, "Too bad. I'm not the one who gave you the work. I'm here to help you finish. So, if you got any questions, you can ask me." And he started grumbling again.

lolx..

kids.....

i'm still a softie but then im not as weak as before.

somehow i've changed over the years, unknowingly.

and i hope the changes are good.

wenbinbin won't be beaten down, that easily.:)

i hope payday comes soon!!i'm itching all over for a shopping spree..i know, i know, spending money is a sin!
birthday's coming..sooobx!!i wanna stay young forever!!

Post vday thoughts

2008-02-17T15:57:00.005+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice when there's someone to hold your feeble wrinkled hands, to smile at you lovingly when you were no longer pretty, with lines of age etched onto your face?

That would be the epitome of love and happiness.
To have someone to reminsce your younger days with
To have someone to hug and lean against as the two of you enjoyed the sunset together.

That was how i felt when i see this picture. Perhaps,im still a hopeless romantic...

But then again, isn't love the most needed emotion in the whole wide world?
No matter what kind of love it is, kinship, friendship or relationship.
We survive on air, food,water and money.

But we need love to live.

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-13T12:48:00.004+08:00

lin you jia's bei ying..

That's my current hit song. Have to admit that he sings well and the song touches me alot.

But still, my fave is zhou ding wei.=P

cny is very normal. the anticlimax this year is that i'm ill since new year eve.

how nice..

and now i'm plagued with rashes, that so called "fengmo" thingy.

even better.

so i've yet to enjoy my cny goodies. the pineapple tarts,loveletters and bakgua still on the table..

boobooboo..

took leave ystd. i was too sick to work..

sobx..there goes my money..=(

on a lighter note, i got to play mahjong at ah ma house this year. unexpectedly, my sis is actually a pro. she knows how to count the tai and the hua.=P

despite dad,mom and me being ill, we still managed to catch all 3 movies during the cny period..

cj7, kungfu dunk and ah long pte ltd.

ah long is so not worth the money.

the kid and the fluffy alien ups cj7's appeal and i loved the basketball scenes in kungfu dunk.

like i say, jay is handsome when he moves.

i love basketballers.=)

driving later..

tt 1hr and 40 mins seems like an eternity now.

didn't took many pics this yr. im too giddy and nua to be hypedup and lil sis is a super low profile person. anyway, she's super 'cao da' from her dragon boating. see, im so fair beside her. (or perhaps im pale frm my illness)

special thanks to this lovely babe who gave me a surprise on new year eve. loves ya! :D

since i endured so much this cny, 2008 better be a good year for me..
grr..
it can only get better.
it must!!

hello

2008-02-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

" Yay! I love my little sister! " - porporkeh

above is done by lil sis, who has a bursting ego and sky-high self esteem,who grumbled endlessly that my blog is boring. of course my blog's boring,life's mundane now. being sick since new year eve, and im now drowsy from all the medicine doc had prescribed..RAH!there goes cny, and i've not yet enjoyed bak gua, pineapple tarts and loveletters..update another time, head's hurting like hell now!!

the red and maroon of cny

2008-02-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

the faded red dress is gone..mailed back to the seller.i hope i can get my refund soon..=)

work dominates a big part of my life..cny approaching, and yet i'm not immersed in the dong-dong-dong-chiang mood,though a lovely little girl had sang the all time favourite cny song to me. (the mei tiao da jie xiao xiang.........)
spring cleaning undone, room is still a pig sty..i probably will have to spring clean all the way to new year.

stay strong, stay tough, stay happy.

argggh

2008-01-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

the new year dress which im supposed to wear on the 1st day is stained.
the red dye fades and stains the white collar and pockets. so now i've a red dress with pink collars and pockets,instead of a white one.uber sad!!the only consolation is that it's 'dyed' evenly, so now I'm pyschoing myself..To wenbin: I've bought a red dress with pink collars and pockets.it looked nice.
awww~i love it so much!!

anyway i vented my anger by shopping recklessly on one day.
so now i'm extremely broke.
but im happy.
and i still love my dad.
hahax..but he's on the brink of killing me wheneve he opened the letterbox and hands the packages to me..
hohohoho...

self-cure

2008-01-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

in a few hours time, i'm off to meet the lovely spasistars.
that's something worth looking forward to.:)

been sleeping like a pig recently, perhaps due to the sickness. slept at 10 last night and woke up at 12 today..ahahahax..
i've this urge to go to bras basah to shop for books and diy materials. by myself. i need some 'me' time.to get to know myself more.

while im free of academic stress temporarily, parents woes befall on me.
generation gap probably exists centuries ago.
so, i might as well learn to cope with it.
thought i was doing pretty well, until recently.
this is one of the rare times when i stop counselling my sis, and started agreeing vehemently with her and her brash statements.
lil sis was pretty surprised by me.=p

anyway, junbaobao's blog never failed to make me think.
we share similar sentiments.
we're both 'plagued' with rebellious sis who take pride in irritating and angering their older sibling. but then again, i too, cant imagine life without my sis.
hmmm..i'll probably buy her the bucklet bag which she wanted for so long.

double blow, but my heart is warm

2008-01-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

i've just pangseh my mum and she went shopping alone.
felt so guilty..=X
so now i'm nua-ing at home, all the way till 4, when work beckons me.=S
i'm feeling like a grumpy old lady.
the stubborn flu bug still refused to leave me, plus it's the time of the month again..
double, double blow..=X

thanks to yuqin, who shared my embarrassment at pull n bear, who accompanied me to drink hot milo at bpp's kopitiam. she was probably traumatised by my pms symptoms.hahahax..

jiamin and wanyan gave me a pleasant surprise at the end of the day.
was about to make my way home after work when i received a weird weird call from wanyan.
saw my two lovely besties standing alone at the coldcold tenmile junction lrt when i finally made my way there.
the warmth and love began to seep in, soon after the 'no logic' phone call..(p.s ahahaha..xiaohuo!!u really must change tactic, if we were to surprise jiamin at work)
thankyou so much for the honey drink and sushi.^^

i must have gathered lots of good karma during my previous life.
thankyou, all my lovelies.

a little sidetrack here. my favourite xing guang member is definitely zhou ding wei!he's my xingguang champion!(byebye xurenjie.=S)
oh, and i'm desperately in need of new year clothes.

the flu bug

2008-01-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

i feel so puny whenever i'm sick.
hate that weak, feeble, body-no-backbone feeling.
apparently it seems like i've caught the flu bug..
yikes=X

A brand new year

2008-01-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

Finally!! I refused to blog till I have a brand new skin and song. Hence, this is my 1st 2008 post.^^

2008.
it still sounds so foreign and unrealistic to me.
i've to bade farewell to my teenhood and brace myself for adulthood.
i'm turning 20 this year.*horrors*
it sounds so old!!
and yet i'm still so childish and immature!

anyway, parents're still as strict as always. (that's why i'm typing this post at this point of time, instead of celebrating cindy's birthday)

i think i'm so immune to all this.
until i saw huijun's post.
agreed with her. i, too, love my parents, but then their rules make me feel suffocated at times..
oh well..

to my parents, being 20 is still the same as being 19.
no partying
no travelling alone..
*faints*

anyway, daddy's pissed off by the over packed driving centre, and he's planning switch me over to a private one. it's much much cheaper, approx 20 plus.

no resolutions will be made this year, since i never abide them.
i'm a super random person..
所以就顺其自然。

working and meetups as usual.
pam's going back already ><>

met up with eileen and wennee last week.

eileen and i went from vivo to marina just for the sake of watching alvin and the chipmunks!!and what happened?it's sold out again!! so we settled for i'm legend. I had grumbled nonstop over the ending. why must will smith die?grrr..

and the we had donuts factory for dinner!!niceeee~

met jaimie and chengyang when we were on our way home!!i can't believe he did not recognise me..=S

just looking at the pic makes me sooo happy..=P

had a nice chat with wennee over an ajisen meal on last fri.

too bad i had to leave for work!!

i missed the gal!!

how i wished sjab room is there, and that i'll see all of them inside!!

the wave of nostalgia hits me everytime i did spring cleaning. i'll just lay on my bed and read all the nice letters..it makes me realise we did lotsa of stuffs during sec sch days, things which we wouldn't/rarely do now..

like writing nice letters, making sweet stuffs during valentine, class/cca dance, class tees etc.

and that is why memories are so precious..

a new pretty box to contain my memories!

we rarely make cute little things now..=S

i'm super zilian..i love my name alot, and a certain creative bestie too..=P

musings of the week

2007-12-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

i'm munching on Meiji's copan garlic toast while typing this entry. their butter and garlic toasts are my current fave snacks..addictive,yum yum..i'll stock up my meji goodies next time i go og!!=P

anyway,the garlic toasts are my lunch for today.i'm feeling so bloated and constipated..=X

mum forced me to wake up at 11 to get a haircut. i've this ability to sleep in.
hairdresser said i've outgrown my rebond..-_-

the week's hectic as usual. i'm more accustomed to kumoning. the kids still amuse me. =p

met up with minsi,my childhood bestie. it's been 4 years since we meet. i was pleasantly surprise to still feel at ease with her. we started chatting the moment we meet, as if there's no four years gap. she said i've changed.
i think i've too, though i wonder if it's good or bad. i'm like the girl in enchanted,used to believe whole heartedly in happily ever afters, but i got introduced to the world where not everyone is living happily ever after. hence the change..
im still naive and gullible, but not as much as before..
i can't imagine us meeting after another 4 years. if that happens,we'll be 24 when we meet..yucks!!i can't stand the idea of myself being 24. =X

met besties and cindy yesterday!!it's soo nicee to see cindy back and she's still sooo cindy!!hahaa=P we went to tiong bahru for lunch. seriously i could never imagine myself living alone in a foreign country and not eating singapore cuisine for like one whole sem..cindy is very very courageous. (brave isnt enough to describe her).
Anyway,besties were appalled by my craving for sweet drinks.I think they'll faint if I really ordered two drinks. Amy is really fortunate to have made two lovely friends, one who loves gim-gim stuffs, and another who loves leopard prints and loud flowers..=P on a random note,i'm going take more photos with amy next time, i realised i've so little photos with my pretty bestie..=P

im meeting ms eileen ong tml..whee~

blessed^^

2007-12-22T19:52:00.001+08:00

work and meetups as usual..the kids i met never fail to amaze me..they practically told me all of their family stories and their lives..where they lived? how many family members are there?where are they going after tuition? The list goes on. Their ability to chat amazes me. They are interesting,provided that you aren't tutoring them. Up till now,i still don't understand why they refused to do the big number board but insisted on doing the small one.oh, and most of them can't recognise the number 5..

they have an upperhand though..
because they're so cute and tiny, you'll be nice to them automatically..even when they refused to do their work and threatened you with their tears..
you'll just go soft and your voice will raise a pitch or two when they look at you with their innocent eyes and attempt to rattle on with child-like voice..
and then you'll forgot that you wanted to throttle them the moment before that..

i think i'm super patient when i'm at work..ahahahahax..

met yuqin on monday.we were supposed to go christmas shopping,but mission was unaccomplished.the girl has no sense of urgency. =p i'm nagging her to complete her xmas to-buy list asap. mango sale trip was futile too.

outing with the sjab babes on thursday. MIAed for numerous occassions and that makes really guilty.=P then again,i'm glad that i finally met up with them!!immersed in nostalgia..

my 'violent-crazy' no.2 loves kissing people..=P fond memories were brought back..i missed training days, slacking at jec, walking around pasarmalams etc..somehow, the otah story warms my heart..=P

i was super surprised when pam stood in front of me. i forgot she's back ALREADY!!hopefully,i'll get to meet the girls soon,esp pam (since she's flying back already!).

toast to our friendships^^

dad refused to let me repaint my room..=S anyway,i'm forced to spring clean..since i have to spring clean, why can't i 'spring paint' my walls too?

i await patiently...^^

one week at a go

2007-12-16T20:01:00.001+08:00

had spent half of the week working and another half meeting friends..work environment is much more hectic than i expected.. hopefully, i'll adapt asap..

Tuesday, met up with spasistars at vivo (with shuqin mia). Nice and comfortable outing with the babes. We watched Enchanted at the 1st row! What an experience!the movie screen was suddenly soooo big, and it feel like watch a 3d movie. luckily we were watching Enchanted and not some gore show.=)

Enchanted is really nice!!So sweeet and lovely.

Happily Ever After. How nice would that be..

oh, and we saw the lovely christmas tree at vivo's open area..i love sparkly stuffs!

too bad qin'er didnt come.she refused to watch enchanted for a second time.=p

we saw alvin and the chipmunks!!!i wanted to watch the movie! Too bad im working this tues,so no 650 movie marathon with spasistars..nxt wk ok?

oh and i saw a really nice pull and bear tee..hopefully,it'll still be there after payday..

Wednesday, met up with jun. We talked and talked and talked, ate and ate and ate..The calories gained are more less lost, as we walked for at least an hour, in search of the book cafe. Had the really nice apple pie and ice choc with marshmallows in the book cafe. The ambience is really nice but i'm not very sure if i'll find my way there next time.=P I saw a really tiny and cute hong gui bin sleeping on the chair outside the bookcafe. the puppy really melts my heart..

Thursday, had lunch at eden cafe with xiaomei. The food was good and the deserts are sinful. Too bad I had to rush back to work. So I had to left xiaomei there to finish our deserts and tea. The fairy of guilt bit me.

Apparently,the job isnt enough to support me. I think I've spent more than I've earned this week..=S parents are unhappy with me going out everyday..=X oh, and i've yet to buy nor made the xmas presents..gosh..

and what will my xmas wish be?

give me sometime,santa,cox i haven't think of it.

Breathe

2007-12-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

decided to blog again,partly because i feel like to, and partly because of jace..=P

we got the same driving slot today. seeing her standing at the bbdc lobby calmed me down abit. i was kinda nervous and rattled as it was my 1st driving lesson. i was totally blinded, luckily jace was there. she helped me find my car..=P

my instructor was fantastic..he was really humorous which made the lesson really enjoyable.I have the urge of fixing him. =P it's just so exhilarating when you stepped on the accelerator and the car go "zoom"..jace said i was moving pretty fast, but my instructor kept asking me to accelerate somemore. lolx..jace sure can multitask! She actually saw me when i was driving and she said i was smiling..ahahaha..i tink i looked idiotic, who smiles when they drive?too bad i didnt see her!><

turning was hard, i kept going out of my lane. that happens too, when i looked at other cars.."dont be a kaypoh!"that's what my instructor said.

im not good at the technical stuffs though, especially the names of the machinery. felt so idiotic when i couldn't answer his questions or when i gave him lame answers..-_-

the pretty girl accompanied to wait for my evaluation..it sucks though;missed be a wee bit..and now my ftt is on jan..

i think i have some exams deficiency..-_-

arghhh..bbdc is uber packed..

driving pract lightens my mood abit..=)

had been uber emo the previous week..practically everybody is stressed up, bigfamily matters are complicated..dad's stressed,mom's stressed,i'm stressed, lil sis's stressed and her mood is as foul as ever..

so i binge on sweet, sugary stuffs and indulge in online shopping to make myself happy.

in the end, i grew fatter while my wallet grew thinner..blah=X

xiaohuo was nagging me over a top which i had bought..i think she nearly fainted when i told her i'm tempted again..

thanks to xiaohuohuohuohuo..that girl listened to me rant all the way till 3am..i'm so touched..:) anyway, i never failed to make her laugh whenever i said i'm a pangniu..

typed this post while im painting my nails..it's been 2hrs plus now..i'm so tempted to walk out of my room, open the fridge and dig one cup of ben & jerry's ice cream. sugarrr rush..yum!!

ohyah..this holidays is wenbinbin (i love this nic which jiamin gave me!) 's growth spurt..of course not physically, but spiritually..
i've borrowed tons of novels, cooking books, and even a book about homemade cards..wanted to make nicee stuffs for all my babes!!
and then, i'm trying to work on making the lj and blogskins..oh,and to learn photoshop too..i'm abit ITdeficient too..if all else fails, i can still count on my favourite designer ms huang to make a blog skin for me..(shall start pyscho-ing & persuading her to make me one for my bdae..>_0)

i hate to be the bad person..

the 1st week

2007-11-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

just came back from my holidays, which also symbolised the end of the 1st week. we got to sit in a new plane when we fly to hongkong. it's uber nice!!the control is not beside the seat but below the mini tv screen; there's much more movies and games to choose from!! So i was really busy during that 3hr shuffling from chuck & larry, high school musical and hairspray. Oh ya!!and they have my fave luxor game!!i got addicted playing that.

i just realised that the sky which we normally see is very very different from the one we'll see when the plane is high up in the sky.

when the plane is still on the ground,the sky is dark and cloudy.

the very moment after the plane took off and is flying steadily among the clouds. i love this blue blue sky,adorned with the fluffy cottonwool-like clouds.

perhaps when we look beyond, something nice is actually hidden beneath all that dullness ...

here's my little secret: I'm bloody scared when the plane takes off or land,especially when the plane speeds and penetrates the sky. Usually, I'll just force myself to go to sleep.

But I'll be alright once the plane is flying steadily in the sky. And it's nice to see the fluffy clouds bypass you.

we went to tsim tsha tshui (isit spelled this way?) to look at the avenue of stars.

it was quite a disappointment, coz the walkway was quite brief and there were lots of superstars without handprints (coz they passed away). Of course there were the usuals, like andy lau and tony leung. I even wanted to take a pic of jiang da wei's handprints for meizhen's sake..=P

ohya!!i can't believe nicholas tse isn't on the avenue of stars when his wife is.

the flu bug bit me..=( must be the awfully chocolate which i bought for my family before the trip. i think i cleared half of the cake coz nobody wanted to eat. i missed drinking starbuck's peppermint hot chocolate..it was heavenly!!

ate more than i shopped there. i think i ballooned again..=P all the porridge,gong zai mian, dimsum, hui lau san and starbucks!!yumm..their da pai dang is very niceee too..

didn't buy any clothes or bags..i didn't realise hangzhou stuffs were more hip than hongkong and guangzhou..the only good stuff i bought is the ipod,but that doesn't count as it supposed to be my 20th birthday present..

byebye nds..i have to get you next time..

Oh yes!!i got a shock when i logged in to bbdc just now..the dec and jan slots are basically full!!my 2nd driving lesson is actually on feb 5th!!OMG!!!i'm at a loss now. besides that, i only have $6 in my account,so i can't do anything about it till i topped up next wednesday..sobx!!dec---february!!2 empty months!!i think my instructor will be so shocked when they asked when my next driving lesson is..shall grab any slots which people gave up now..

one more to go

2007-11-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

grammar's over already..and that is a relief, even though the paper wasn't easy at all..=(
but what's done is done, all i have to do now is to wait for the results..
last paper (etymology) on wed, and then I WILL BE FREE!!!

MY LONG AWAITING BIG BREAK IS FINALLY COMING!!

just thinking about this makes me excited...=)

there's so much stuff for me to do!!i'm going to meet up with the rv babes, (didnt see xiaohuo & qiner for a looong time=S),hangout with the ngeeann peeps,and date xiaomei out..

-holiday

-watch HERO(i don't care!!no matter what im going to watch this on the BIG
SCREEN..)

-SHOW's concert!! (muahahax..that's another event which i've anticpated!!)

-SENTOSA!!

happy hormones are gradually seeping into my drained out body..=D
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all this will only happen after nov 16..
i better face the facts and get on with mugging etymology now..

JIAYOU binxbinxbinx
AND JIAYOU TO ALL MY LOVELY BABES WHO ARE ALSO MUGGING FOR THE EXAMS!!

survivor

2007-11-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

life's crazy recently..basically,it just revolves around projects and exams..i tink most of my friends are really stressed up too..

but we'll just have to hang on and survive through all this..

please please let me do fine for this semester..

i'll be good, work hard and do as many good deeds as possible..

focus wenbin..focus..focus..

my life now is like the pic---blurred and confused..

met jiamin and jace on sat,after the project. the two of them never fail to make me laugh..well, i think i scared them..=p hurhur..thankyou babes, for hearing me whine,offering advice and cheering me up..=D

i told jiamin today, "i don't mind forgoing the three members, if i can hug ahdi four times.."hurhur..=) too bad,my future is more important than hugging him. hence i forgoed Energy baobao hui..=S

so dead so dead..

2007-10-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

did 10 hrs of projects in town yesterday..

brain cells died..more of them are going to die in time to come..

nevermind, i shall recuperate,starting from nov16..

amy and jace came to town to meet me for dinner..poor them, coz they have to wait till I finished my projs. in the end, they have to resort to eating mr bean to appease their hungry stomachs first.

had bakerzin for dinner..niceee!!but i still prefer tcc..ice honey latte!!sweet drinks never fail to cheer me up, so did the two of them..=)

im thinking if i should go back to ngeeann to mug on thurs or not.it's a good mugging place and im misssing the environment soooo much..=P

been thinking alot recently..i've made mistakes in the past,perhaps hurting someone precious to me in the process.

All along, im always enveloped in various kinds of love and happiness. Hence,I never really knew how to solve problems or sticky situations. There's always people around to support me and I had depended on them,turning to them when I needed help.

I'm glad they are still around, to listen to me and to comfort me.

Thankyou for those who had cared. I really appreciate and cherish it.

and don't worry. I won't let emoness overcome me. Grabbed this pic from jace's blog. It never fails to cheer me up. Of coz, I still like elmo more than emo..=P

I want to take up the manicure course!!daddy isn't keen on supporting me, so i guess i have to work more during the holidays to support myself..

gotta get back to work now..

Energy Gives Me Energy

2007-10-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

energy's songs really cheer me up..i felt so much happier listening to them, especially ahdi's voice!!
looking forward to show's concert too!!it'll be a pleasant surprise if the guest is energy or jolin..
random note: ahdi is still so charming despite his auntie curls..=P

exams are so dreadful..lots of uncertainties this sem, since they didnt return our work and stuff..oh wells..since i managed to survive china, i should be able to survive this sem too rite?

excursion tomorrow.it should be fun,since our civics teacher is so funny...

im sooo not good in handling my emotions..there are too many changes for me to handle now..be it the good ones or the bad ones, i'm affected..
i'm happy but not so happy..
i knew that im contradicting myself, but that's how im feeling now..
a terribly confused girl..

Rollercoaster Ride...

2007-10-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

i know it's stupid, but wouldn't it be great if we can fast forward our lives,skipped the exams part and proceed straight to the holidays?

watched resident evil ystd..
jace bluffed me, it's super gore..=(
jumped at some of the unexpected scenes,which made me super paiseh..=S

experiencing intense mood swings recently..from high to low..swing swing swing..
hopefully it will end soon..
as the world spins, things change..maybe it's fate that let all this happened..no one knows..all we can do is to wait and see how things turn out to be..

spending the beautiful sunday doing project tomorrow.
hopefully, i'll be able to get there in time..=p

sensitivity kills..how true it is..

the dark age..

2007-10-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

i probably just to wait for the breeze to blow my dark clouds away..

life isn't smooth lately.
still trying to rebuild appetite..been sharing my meals with my mum, just can't finish the whole meal on my own..
luckily,i'm still able to down all my favourite sweet drinks..=P

felt giddy in the morning, so i asked daddy to send me to school,in case i faint in the mrt..
kinda regretted my decision of crawling to school,coz eymology test is bloody hard...*sobx*

oh well, after all that grumblings, i still have to face all this stuff,isn't it?
tomorrow is another day..
all this will pass eventually..

2007-10-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

sch: hectic as usual, with one tests lined up after another..
hopefully, i'll do okay for all of them..

life's pretty much the same..i wonder if that's good or bad..
went out with eileen to bugis today..stocked up our monthly supply of mags and bought the plain topshop like top..(they made wonderful uniforms!)

don't know why but i lost my appetite..i just can't finish a meal..friends were worried that i might be anorexic or bulimic..but i doubt so, afterall i still eat. so it's unlikely for me to get that right?

On a lighter note, Energy's tian sheng fan gu is coming out soon!!!I'm so excited!! ahdi's still the lead and his voice is still heard as clearly as ever. music that will accompany me through the mugging..
the yu gou has two editions, with different freebies each; and when you buy both editions,you'll get a poster and calendar..awww so tempted, but it's a waste of $..
EVIL MARKETING PEOPLE!!!

PS. TO MS LIANG SHUQIN: Go buy the album so that you can come to the autograph session with me..hehehehehex..

mugged with spasistars last saturday..it wasn't productive for me. i nearly fell asleep while reading the notes..quality time was spent though..loved slacking with the girls..^^

killa

2007-10-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

grammar kills..
i'm withering as each second past...
i just cant seemed to stuff all the information into my brain...

grrr...am so frustrated with myself..

saw newspaper's headlines, which claimed that Jolin's cd was m18 due to a 5 second scene..
i couldn't understand why jolin's cd is m18 while se jie is nc16..and tony leung bares it all in se jie..isn't this abit illogical..

anyway,i went to redeem jolin's cd and the popular people refused to believe that i'm 19 yrs old.
she wanted to look at my ic (which i thought is pretty normal), then she started counting my age frantically, asking her fellow colleagues "88 nian shi ji sui ar?"
(-_-")
i will gladly tell her, if she asked me..hehex..

Escape to lalaland

2007-10-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hanyu pinyin test (part1) today..
luckily it's manageable..phew, one task off my stressed up mind now..

i think i've lost whatever zest and zeal i had during that china trip..
am so not motivated..
i seriously need to pick up speed in order to keep up with life..

CHIONG ARRRR!!!

seeing this word makes me laugh..jace's statement of the year are still replaying in my brain..
people go chiong, we chiong home..
hohohoho..i felt so sorry for them..once again, i let them down by chickening out in one of our wild experiences..blame it on my law abidding streak..
since sec sch, they are always persuading me to do all the wild stuffs..lolx..
they did succeed and they did fail..=p

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am so thankful to have them by my side,and to be part of the taurusXtaurusXpisces triangle...despite being the spoiler, they didn't abandon me..

i'm caught in another of my nostalgia periods, reminiscing the good ol' days again..

wanna spend some time with the spasistars!!
the kbox session last week doesn't count..
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luv all my rv babes..
thanks for hearing my grumbles and being there for me..

ignorance is bliss..

why are holidays never enough?

2007-09-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

passed btt..hehex..kinda happy coz I can finally booked my practical lessons now..
the testers are quiet fierce though..=(

i seriously detest the morning train..
didn't really understand why people insisted on squeezing into the train when it is full.. There are already people standing at the very front, where their faces are already 1cm away from the glass when the mrt doors close.

ok,so the squeezing part happens everyday..i'm kinda used to it..

today, a lady and i were standing face to face and she placed her hand on me, like we knew each other.

even though it's a lady but i still feel weird. i'm not accustomed to have such kind of body contact with a stranger. AND i wasnt even holding on to any metal pole, so why did she place her hand on me? I couldnt even balance myself.

she didnt ask me or anything..we just stood facing each other with her hand still on my shoulder..and we didnt spoke..AT ALL..

don't you think that's weird?

i'm not used to it..but the fact that she's a lady did comfort me. imagine he's a man... i think i'll just freeze on the spot...

invasion

2007-09-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

caught invasion at amk hub with eileen ystd..

the theatre wasnt even half full..but still, it was a fab show.. it was the 1st show that really freaked me out ever since i came back from china..eileen and i were kinda traumatised..i dun think i've any courage left to watch joshua after watching invasion..oh, and my fave hollywood actress is nicole kidman now. She's brilliant..

i'm glad the world is how it is now,despite the violence and all other kinds of disasters that happen every now and then.

i'm also glad that people have feelings, be it positive or negative ones. happiness,sorrow,anxiety,jealousy, blah blah blah. that's how human should be..

a humane world is always better than one which's devoid of feelings..

well...people around me are feeling down..am worried because i don't know what i can do to help..hopefully, things will be better..

thought about lots of stuffs recently..things are constantly changing, and im trying my best to keep up with them..

realised that i did lots of stuffs on impulse, just followed what my heart felt at that moment..regretted but i cant turn back time..i could only move on, hoping someday, wounds will be healed, everything will start afresh again...

im crapping incoherently again..mind and heart's so messed up till my thoughts are unorganised..

school's hectic, work and tests piling up and i realised my chinese standard is shitty..definitely got to upgrade myself..i seriously need a life..><><

kinda drained after tuition..
e 1st day of contact lensed life.

good luck to my lil sis..she's having her promos next week and are mugging like shit..poor thing..don't worry my dear!!u sure can pass one!! and u shld stop harbouring that nonsensical thought..home is the best..

she loves taking goofy photos..

despite our vast differences and the uncountable times you infuriated me, i still <3>

zZZ...

2007-09-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

back to school tomorrow.
elearning's finally over!!i have to say that this elearning is the extremely efficient,cause I did learnt alot.
brain cells died,hair was lost.i think i dropped more hair than usual during this week..bleahx bleahx bleahx..
i'm relieved that i'm going back to the same old routine again.

have been harbouring thoughts of buying a puppy lately but my fantasy bubble is burst as usual,coz mum refused to live with a dog. Not even a maltese. I want Selina's pinky (i duno what's their english name, but chinese is hong gui bin). A maltese will be good too!!
Nevermind, I shall get it after I get married or something..

Watched I know who killed me and Hairspray.
Hairspray is fabulous!! The female lead sings and dances really well. Zac Efron is cuteee!!!too bad I don't have disney channel..=S

A random post of rants and grumbles. Just to serve the purpose of keeping my blog alive.

Shall get ready for school now..

Here comes the bumble bee..

2007-09-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

E-learning week.

Being busy till now..

After so many years, yesterday was the 1st time I slept at 9.

But I still didn't get enough sleep coz I woke up at 6.30 today..(-_-)

My brain cells are dying. I'm stoned.

But homework still has to be done..I shall continue to squeeze my pea brain dry now.

DO.RE.MI

nothing much is happening lately,except that I can finally blog normally with my precious vaio..
Off to work now.

spring cleaning my room & my heart

2007-08-22T20:12:00.001+08:00

am still in the midst of separating our bedrooms..moving stuffs here and there but all the main furniture remained. i didn't get to repaint my room into pink..><

sometimes, i wonder if a person get complacent if she've got everything she wants..maybe the harder for you to get something, the more you'll cherish it..you take everything for granted, be it the materialistic stuffs or the much more valuable care and concern.

time and again, i thought you'll grow up, so i told myself to give you another chance..despite your hurtful actions and comments..but did you care, did you cherish?maybe you did, but i just don't feel it..

i'm disappointed...

was it my fault?or was i like that in the past?

i tried my best, i really did..
but now, i don't know what to do or how to help anymore..

lil' gurl,learn to cherish everything that's precious to you, before it's too late..

Movie marathon

2007-08-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

Meeting my friends for movies more often than before..From horror,to action to romance, I'm loving them!!watched Secret with spasistars on friday and Rush Hour 3 with Eileen yesterday. Jay Chou's piano skills are superb!!I'm so tempted to take up piano after watching the movie. As for rush hour 3,Chris Tucker is super funny!!I think he stole the limelight from Jacky Chan.

school again tomorrow, time seems to pass so quickly.It's already the 3rd week of school, there's so much things to learn with so little time left. A teeny weeny part of me missed np's environment, the atrium, library and all the yummy goodies. But then, nie life is good too. I've got to see all my rv mates more often than before.

Going to take evaluation soon,as long as eileen's completed her 2 lessons.

Am using my dad's com to blog as my laptop couldn't access blogger. stupid stupid stupid!! So this is a messy and compressed version.

busy but happy

goody two shoes versus rebellious girl

2007-08-02T23:19:00.001+08:00

with all the drama that's happening in the house, i can just convert everything to words and maybe, a new season of growing up will appear on channel 5 again.

there's two sides to a coin. when there's right, there's wrong. hopefully, misunderstanding will be solved,all the love and concern given will be appreciated.

sometimes, goody two shoes do envy and admire the rebellious girl.

whatever it is, the drama gotta end with a happy ending..

am feeling lousy lately and the fact of attending napfa tomorrow doesn't help to lighten my mood at all..

My LKK laptop

2007-07-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

i've spent the whole of today repairing my ancient laptop..apparently,it's failing to work again. The microsoft word closes once i opened it, and then the internet explorer also can't work..after a whole afternoon of system restoring, deleting and installing, i think it's back to normal again. but then, i've to make do with the very ancient microsoft office 2000..

maybe,i should start saving for a new laptop..(-_-)

went vivo with amy and jace on tues..we didn't manage to go sentosa though..=P my skirt's zipper was spoilt, in the end, i bought a forever21 skirt which i eyed for sometime. it's an one & only experience, as i wore the new skirt to the cashier to pay for it. After that, i went behind the counter to let the cashier remove the security pin that was attached on the skirt..kinda embarrassing..=S
watched Rise: Blood Hunter..Jace was rejected as she didn't bring her ic. After much effort, we still managed to get in. The movie's so much bloody as compared to Vacancy. It's not bad though, like a more gruesome version of Buffy.

went town with eileen yesterday and we watched Invisible Target. It's super action packed but it's nice!!Nicholas Tse is fabulous,he's a good fighter!!Jaycee is very lame and funny in the show..I'll be watching more action movies if nic tse continued to act in them..=)
took neoprints from the fab machine..
dinner at sakae..japanese food is niceeee..

off to spring clean my room now..^^

the 1st week

2007-07-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

busy Busy BUSY!!!

had been going out almost everyday with all my precious and there's still alot more whom i havent met...

monday-home,then dinner at jp

tuesday-met up with amy & jace..kboxed,chatted,towned and bugis..

wednesday-unpacking, met xiaohuo for dinner at lot1

thursday-another meeting with amy & jace..took neoprints and we went to watch vacancy..our hearts were on rollercoaster, from joyous to horror..the movie is kinda scary with all the screaming & murder scenes..luckily, we didnt watch alone after that..we were huddled together when the sickos started killing all the hotel residents..our 2nd movie together, let's watch a few more in the future!!dinner at je with jace..amy left us for tuition..talk talk talk, and we were transported to the good old days when we were still clad in the white nurse uniform..

friday-ah ma house..chatted with 3yi and ahma..am surrounded with the nice homely atmosphere..

saturday-slept like a pig till noon..(mummy woke me up, if not i'll probably sleep till 3 which i did when im in china)rebonded my hair and then accompanied xiaohuo to lot 1 to buy her camp stuff..

sunday-stayed at home and managed to vomit out 500plus words for the peking trip report..it's a torture to do hmework during my teeny weeny short break...

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i think i had fully utilised my 1st week..hehex..i've still yet to meet the beloved spasistars!!can't wait to meet jiamin & shuqin!!but then xiao huo's going to the 5day camp,qin er is holidaying in hongkong happily, and jm is off to kl next weekend!!when can we meet????

i'm going to sign up for driving lessons tomorrow!!i'm a bit nervous and excited!!meeting up with besties on tues again..then finally meeting eileen on wed..hopefully,i'll be meeting xiao mei & minsi too!!

and then, serious packing of my room is waiting to be done...bleahx...

the 2precious gems that are so hard to come by

one self sacrificing bestie,thanks for satisfying my desire of having a small face!!

Home Sweet Home

2007-07-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK HOME!!!!!!!!!!!

started dropping tears once i saw the bright city lights of singapore when the plane was about to land..i'm a tad too emotional..

other than my family,amy,jace and cindy came to the airport too...am so happy to see them!!didnt stay long though coz my family was waiting for me..

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come to think of it, this few months passed pretty quickly...be it fond or bad memories, this china trip is probably one of the highlights of this year..there's so much experience gathered and so much tales to be told..i'm going to develop all the photos and write down whatever that i'm able to remember..

whatever it is,i'm sure this china trip makes us learn and grow..

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it feels so luxurious to be able to lie on my comfortable bed while typing this entry..

no more thinner than tilam mattress,no more dark alleys,no more people spitting,no more cars honking nonstop etc etc etc..

oh..one random thing, i saw 2 adult males peeing in public a few days before coming home..gosh...(-_-)

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of course,i'll also missed some parts of our china trip..like the vcd watching, moli cafe,the uncle korean ice-cream,chamate,shanghai trip and so on..

BUT

home is still the best...^^

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still in the midst of unpacking...there's so little time yet so much stuff to do!!and we still have to complete the beijing trip report by this weekend..(-_-)

finally,i'm going to cut my hair tml..meeting my dearest besties again on tue..=)

i feel so loved^^

15days isolation

2007-06-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

i won't be coming online from july 1st till july 15th..
cause there's no net connection after july 1st, and i won't have any internet access after that..
we went to buy the 1mth internet card, but it wasn't available..=(

i will be able to survive without the internet..i think..

exams ended on july 4th, school organised beijing trip on 7th,8th,9th,10th july..
farewell event on the 13th july..
packing on 14th july..
HOME SWEET HOME ON 15th JULY!!!

been waiting and waiting for this..fireworks of excitement and happiness are bursting in my small little heart now!!
i cant wait to smell the air of my home, feel the softness of my bed, see the faces of my loved ones...

life is fragile...
i wanna live to my fullest..

A big big Thanks to Jiamin!!

2007-06-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

My nicest skin ever!!courtesy of ms huang jiamin!!
I LOVE IT TO BITS!!!!
have to say that she knows me very well, i love the pink skin, the cute little donut and the she song!!
how did you know that i like 'lun dun da qiao kua xia lai'? =p
that's my current fave she song!!i've been listening to it now and then.

i feel so loved when i see this skin..
thanks gurl!!

can you be my personal blogskin maker?
i won't use other people's blogskins anymore..=P
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philosophy and clit exams are over..
clit is TOUGH!! we are so drained out that we went back to nap after the exam..
2 more down, 3 more to go..
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after all the emoness and stress,
jiamin made my day..^^

love........and loved.........

mug mug mug

2007-06-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

exams next week..

i'm mugging away now..hopefully,i'll get positive results from it..

it's another 2oplus day before i step foot on the wonderful land of singapore..

Singapore is a sunny island but it isn't hot..China is..It's as if you are being placed inside the microwave oven,there isnt sun but it's HOT and stuffy!!

my sis promised to queue for donuts from donut factory for me!!!hehex!!i'm writing this on my blog,in case she chickened out.. i know how impatient she is!!

mummy kept rambling about how tanned sis had become..and becox she is such a low profile person, (she refused to keep friendster and blog), i didnt get to see her face ever since the last webcam session which is like ancients ago..

i missed her!!in fact, i missed our fun, quarrels and her shouting at home...hehex..

her db competition and exams are coming up too!!i hope she'll do well and i believe she will!!

my mood's really lousy recently..

i can feel the pent-up frustrations filling up my heart!!in the past, i'll grumble to relieve my stress and frustration..but now,im so geksim, i don't even know what to grumble about. i opened my mouth and closed it, and continue to be geksim..

didn't mean to cause worries to my family budden i'm lousy at hiding my emotions..

mummy knew something's wrong when im quiet and she called to talk to me during the past few nights..

had a talk with her this noon and i felt so much better..

felt guilty for her additional worries, i know she's also troubled..=(

of coz, im lucky to have eileen here too..i think i wouldnt endure till now if she's isn't here..

i'm sure she's feeling as lousy as i'm..hopefully, we can lightened our mood with each other's company as much as possible...

philosophy's tutorial do help me to think..like what geng lao shi says, everything has the bad and good side..all we have to do is look at the brighter side..i'm not the most optimistic person, but then i'll try to be one!!

i'll try to heal, with whatever strength i'm left..

perhaps when i come home, i'll have a good feast, a good sleep, a good cry, a good time and i'll be a happy person again..

im sorry if this post dampens anyone's jovial mood or causes other depressed souls to become even more emo..forgive me..^^

im sure by the time we reached home, genuinely happy smiles will be pasted on our face everyday.. PERSERVERE. PERSERVERE.PERSEVERE.

jiayou everybody!!

this pic's taken during one of our night study..

off to studying again..

hermit the crab....

just wanna hide in the shell...

He brightened up my day!!

2007-06-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

Had our dinner at mo li cafe just now..when we had paid the bill and was about to leave, a guy walked up to us and asked us to change seats..
we were all stunned..initially,i thought he was a gangster..-_-
then he continued to ramble on,saying that he'll pay the bill for us..he even turned to the mo li mei mei and told her that our bill is on him..
he was swaying here and there as he continued to babbled on..

in the end, we realised that he's drunk!!

wahahahahaz..he's super funny!!all along, i thought that the way how drama serials portrayed drunkard are super cliche and exaggerated..never did i thought it was true, until this drunkard appeared in front of us..muahahahax..somemore, we actually met him at 6.55pm!!it's so early!!why would people be drunk at this kind of time?

i've to thank the drunkard though..he managed to chase my emo-ness away..=D

100th day anniversary

2007-06-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

introducing eileen and my favourite mamegomas!!nice nice huijun bought me the pink mamagoma for my birthday!!*happy* i'm still contemplating if i should buy the pink one ornot,coz i think my laugage is going to be overloaded..=( so tempted!!

stupid blogger..i just realised blogger didn't post my shaoxing trip post..and i cant login to blogger with my computer..hence,i'm using eileen's com to blog this post..
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something worth to celebrate----that is we've spent 100 days in china already..although this trip isn't most fun and pleasant,time still passes quickly..from how traumatised we are when we reached here to slowly accepting the facts and adapting to life, i'm sure everyone of us had grown up...

well,we did a pretty exciting thing today..we went to take the 'tutu'..it's something like an electronic trishaw,except that it's motorcycle infront,instead of a bicycle..it's openair and you can feel the strong breeze blowing on your face..and when the motorcyclist speeds up,it's super fun!!
too bad we didnt get to take any photos coz,it's too fast!!
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of coz, i still cant wait to go home!!

am bad at pr politics..
don't get me involved..

ShaoXing Trip

2007-06-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

went to shaoxing for a one day trip last saturday..honestly,out of the several trips which we went,this one is the best. i got to eat the smelly tofu again!!niceeee..=D

at luxun's home

luxun's bedroom*it's original..=)

on the wu peng,under the bridge..

we got to sit on the 'wu peng', a little boat which is very similar to the sampan.it's an fun and exciting experience, coz the boat was very wobbly..the boat will tilt to one side and we have to balance the boat..

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just a few more weeks and i'll be home..

let's just hope that everything will be fine..

all i want to do now is to work hard for my exams and have a great time with all my good friends..

my heart is too weak to take any shock/surprises..

Heaven and Hell

2007-06-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

my friend found a plastic (or is it glass?) in her curry rice..=S scary isn't it?

sambal kangkong..yum!!

chicken rice..yum yum!!

curry chicken..yum yum yum!!

went to eat primataste sometime ago!!it's the first time i feel so touched when the waiter served me curry chicken!!SO NICE!!after like 3 months plus, i finally got to eat something that's linked to singapore..we were like 'ooh' and 'aah' over these simple dishes which were easily found at home..funny manx..=P

i'm so proud of my home!!it's indeed the food paradise!!

going to shaoxing tomorrow..hope it'll be fun!!

Happy Birthday Eileen..

2007-05-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, My dear friend!!!
to my bestie-twin-business partner:
no matter how hard our life is now..
no matter how pathetic we are feeling..
i just wanna say: happy 19th birthday and that enjoy this special day despite still being stuck in this whole thing..

i hope that you'll be happy and cheerful aways!!(the counter is finally at 40 plus!!hohoho)
to you who always put up a brave front eventhough you are actually as soft-hearted as me, i'll always be there,willing to lend you a listening ear..

shall treat ourselves to a super luxurious belated birthday celebration when we reached home ehx..=)

clit test tomorrow..
dreaded....
i have to admit that i'm not strong at all...=/

(^_^)(0_0)(-_-)

2007-05-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

introducing my personal hairdresser-ms yoyo yew meizhen!!

sometime ago,she helped me cut my fringe..then she got really high and started to help me cut my hair..suddenly, i felt so brave coz i just sat there and let her cut my hair when ms yoyo had no experience at all..i'm her 1st customer..thanks to jiali and her,i managed to get my hair cut..^^

my favourite drink----green milk tea at chamate..

i'll definitely order this whenever i go to chamate..chamate sells taiwanese food..the food and drinks there are fabulous..=P

oh,i think i have become braver ever since i stepped on china's land..

last sunday, we went to gonglian..around noon,we were trying to hail a cab home..the sun is scorching,the weather is EXTREMELY HOT and we were standing there,waiting for a cab patiently..finally, we saw a cab across the road and we rushed for it immediately..of course,for people who value their lives,we looked out for oncoming cars before we crossed the road to take the cab..it turns out that the cabbie is a very sarcastic person..he said "ni men wei shen me zou zhe me man,mei you chi fan ar?" so i retorted,"dui,wo men jiu shi mei you chi fan!!" The cabbie continued rambling something,and then a sentence pissed me off :"kan ni men, sha hu hu de..."he said it in a very rude and sarcastic way..so i replied "wo men shi bei zhe li de tai yang shai dao ben de!!" ..

ok..i know what i said is lame..BUT i refused to let the cabbie scold us for nothing..anyone who is sane enough will look before crossing the road,especially when the traffic here is sooooo horrible...=X grr..since i was sitting beside him, i shoot him back..

in fact, i'm pretty amazed by my actions that day..=P it's unlikely for me to do that..hahahax..

muahahax..i felt victorious!!

don't scold me for something i'm not guilty of, you'll be sorry..

Happy Birthday, My tallest bestie!!!

2007-05-22T16:59:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday,Miss Huang Jiamin!!

there's lots of birthday entries on my blog recently coz it seems like all my friends' birthdays are so near to each other!!!

to my dearest friend,enjoy your birthday today!!hope you have a blast!!stay happy and spastic forever alright..^^

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the good thing that comes out of this trip is that i felt closer to my besties once again..during our jc/poly years,we contacted each other occasionally..but now,they are sending me mails once every few days..these mails plus calls from my family spur me on..in fact,they give me hope,encouraging me to persevere on whenever i start to falter..

dearest birthday girl sends me long long mails,upload various videos for me to see (energy!!!wheee!!)..it really warms my heart and i appreciate the friendship which you had given!!

hence i hope you'll feel loved everyday,especially on your birthday!!^^

To my dearest birthday girl

2007-05-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MISS LIANG SHUQIN!!!!!

happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you..happy birthday to Qiner~ happy birthday to yoooooouuuuuuu!!^^

the entry post solely dedicated to the quiet but also very noisy shuqin..lamest of the spasistars..and the self -proclaimed 'nice' girl..hehex..the one who refused to open her mouth whenever we go kbox..and to the girl whose presence is highly valued..^^

enjoy this special day gurl...=)

miserable

2007-05-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

i'm unwell again..
my head is spinning round and round..
and i'm feeling nauseous ever since c-lit lesson...
in the end,eileen and i went back to the hostel halfway through the lesson..
she's sick too..

ate eileen's doramine and slept till now..
i wanna see a doctor if he can make me feel better but i doubt there's someone like this around..
seriously,i think the sun here is killing us..my legs are getting more and more tanned and someday i'm going suffer from heat exhaustion..

hopefully,i'll be well enough to drag myself to class tomorrow...
withering away..

Happy Birthday AMY!!

2007-05-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

To my bestie AMY TAY:

Happy 19th Birthday!!!

though i had already sent you the ecard but i still wanted to wish you a happy birthday on my blog!!enjoy yourself girl..=)

do update me on your life too..

i don't want to miss out on anything!!

.2taurus+1pisces.

it's the 2nd birthday i missed ever since i came here..after jace's and amy's,i'll still miss shuqin's, jiamin's and daddy's..it's a sucky feelings!!

luckily,half of this journey is over!!left with another half,shall perservere somemore and this thingie will end..hohohohoho..

this trip really makes me realise how important my family and friends are..

i missed my daddy,mummy,ahma,sanyi and my irritating but lovable lil' sis..

i missed amy,jace,wanyan,jiamin,shuqin and xiaomei!!

felt kinda guilty when i recalled how i couldn't make it for their outings..how amy and jace came to np to meet me!!the friendship they gave me are really hard to come by and i'm going to treasure it..

somehow,the birthdays of my loved ones always make me think and reminisce..

fiery red

2007-05-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

I'M ANGRY!!!!!

the decorations which we had made and pasted on the corridors are torn by some stupid,icorrigible,idiotic,inconsiderate being(s)!!!we spent one whole day doing all the decorations for the te se gong yu..

and now,it's torn..
we have to redo it and even decorate the walls opposite ours whom belonged to the china students?!
what's this?!
draw and cut the stuff when there's this possibility that it might be ruined and that our efforts aren't acknowledged?
why put in effort when we know it damn well that there are some people who are still unhappy about the whole thing!!

one whole day wasted,must we still need to waste somemore time on this?!
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just when i'm feeling down, missing home and trying my best to be positive..someone had to be so unreasonable..
pissed off

Hengdian Trip: Scenery

2007-05-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

at the front gate

some 'imperial guard'

the wine shop

tang dynasty palace

some 'ang moh' clad in ancient costume

the 'fu dao' which appears in wu ji^^

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had spent the whole afternoon decorating our corridors for the 'te se gong yu'..

half of my 5-1 holiday is gone..

a pile of homework is still waiting for me..

lethargic and nostalgic..

i'm still missing everybody at home..

am going to do manicure later..

beautiful nails brighten up my day..=)

Thanks Shuqin!!

2007-04-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

I just received a package from the very lame and nice shuqin!!
hehex..
although she kinda 'gouped' everything from her company, I'm super touched that she sent me the tags and the letter..didn't expect her to send me something and her letter made my day..she's so funny!!hehex..=)
i love u gurl!!
and i missed pinching you..^^

just came back from the 2 day trip to heng dian ying shi cheng and the hua yuan village..
the village is really high tech and nice..i'm super impressed by it!!somehow, the buildings remind me of singapore's neighbourhood..
on the other hand,the heng dian ying shi cheng is a disappointment..
it's not what i imagined it to be..the best filming location is the qin dynasty palace,which is the filming location of Hero and Wu Ji..I took pics with nicholas tse's pic..=P

exhuasted from the trip..
have survived 60 days in china,75 more to go!!!

Happy Birthday Jace!!

2007-04-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JACE!!!!

this blog entry is dedicated to you..^^

enjoy this special day,my dear girl!!

am so happy that i got to know this girl during my rv days..

had so much fun and laughter with her and amy..

jec plays a big part in our memories,it's the place which we slacked almost everyday during sec 1 and 2..

so memorable..=)

the 7th year of our friendship and i hope there's more to come!!

this is the 1st time i can't celebrate her birthday..

but somewhere in china, i will be singing a birthday song to you!!

to my pretty bestie whom had an important place in my heart,who always make me laugh with her antics,who comfort me when i'm down..

will meet up when i come back and give your very very belated present...

an old photo which warms my heart

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2007-04-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

nothing much's happening in my life recently..
everyday's school and work..
i've just had the hist test today..think i did pretty badly though..*bleahx*
shall work harder next time..

life's mundane and complicated..
lot's of work undone..
still have to attend classes at 8am this weekend..

the only thing that managed to cheer me up is that daddy came to visit me last weekend..=)
he's the greatest dad on earth!!!

yummy^^

2007-04-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

green tea icecream

salmon broccoli soup

here's the two of the tasty food that i ate here..my all time fave green tea ice-cream from haagen dazs and the salmon broccoli soup from pizza hut..the soup's really nice coz it's rich and creamy..they are only found in town though,which means i have to travel all the way there to statisfy my craving..

life is busy here...

there's lots of things that i missed but i'm trying not to think about it..the countdown timer do help alot!!i'm getting happier and happier when i see the number of days getting lesser and lesser..

oh,my expenditure here is pretty huge,larger than i expected..it's more than what i spent in singapore..initially,i still thought i'll be able to save $$ here..(-_-)what's worse is that, i don't see the end result of my expenditure..shall do some financial planning soon..

internet is cutting at 11pm again,hence my joy which i expressed in my previous post was short lived..it turns out that the new security guard didn't know that he had to off the network at 11..now that he knew,he's cutting it..=S

life still goes on..

i'll be contented with what i have..=)

I WANNA GO TO JOLIN CONCERT!!!!

2007-04-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

ok..i have known long ago that i won't be able to attend jolin's wei wu du zun concert in singapore..
when i'm finally getting over it, i went to energy's blog and saw the blog entry title "what's up singapore!!"

Energy is going to be Jolin concert guest.

(-_-)why is this happening to me? Why?
i like jolin and i like energy..obviously this is going to be one of the fabulous concert ever and the most worth..

unfortunately,dear me is stuck in china..

it's not possible for me to fly back and watch..
omg...
*faints*

The simplest joy..

2007-04-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm whooping with joy now..
It's 11.29pm.. and the internet's not cut yet!!woohoo..it's the 2nd day in a row..At first, I thought the guard forgot to cut the net yesterday..but now, i'm still happily using it..

lalalala

i'm contented with it..
eventhough using the com at 11pm is such a normal activity when i'm home but it's a luxury to be able to use the com after 11pm now..
kinda exaggerated but it's true..

i'm getting lame..
but i just purely wanted to post a post at 11.28pm..^^

counting down..

2007-04-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

just came back from the 2day cultural trip to zhou zhuang,shanghai and suzhou..
the scenery is really beautiful..
it's a pity that almost all the tourist attractions are so crowded that it kinda spoils the atmosphere..

lessons continue on monday,sincerely hoped that i won't sleep tomorrow..

am left with about 15 weeks before I can go back to singapore..
on a happy note,i'm more or less settled down here..
thanks to my roommates,our hostel is really cosy now..

there's still 2 big bags of clothes to be washed..
goin off now..=)

random.random.

2007-03-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

.our nice nice manicure.

.Brand New 'Nail' Experience.

.at westlake.

does it looked like we are in japan?

random

2007-03-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

blogger refused to post my photos..(-_-)

well,this week's pretty torturous for me.. i had diarrhoea for like almost 6 times since sunday night and I puked twice..I totally can't move out of my room..but jiali is more poor thing than me..not only her waist hurts, she also starts puking and diarrhoea..

in the end, we didn't attend class on monday with jiali lying on the floor and me lying on my upper deck bunk..

birthday

2007-03-15T16:22:00.001+08:00

i'm 19 and 1 day old already!!!
actually, my birthday did liften up my spirits!!
Thankyou to all my friends for the well wishes, presents and celebrations..

They were counting down to my birthday on wednesday night..then at 12 midnight, we were still playing some boardgame..then suddenly, somebody knocked on our door..at 1st, it's slow and seperate knocks,then after a silence,the knocking became fast and rapid..can you imagine how scary it is to hear someone knocking on the door in the middle of the night?everyone freaked out..finally, we gathered enough courage to open the door together with jiali holding the fruit knife at the front..
initially, there's nobody when we opened the door..
and then we saw....JEAN ONG!! and YUQIN!!
gosh,it was really an exciting birthday!!i didn't got scared so much when i spent my birthday in the ug camp last time..poor yuqin became jean's accomplice..but thanks for giving me an surprise/shock..haha..it's an unforgettable birthday!!

the best birthday present is that my parents came to visit me yesterday!!
even my mum's here which is really a surprise coz i thought she's spending her birthday alone at home..lolx..
am really touched that they came here to see me..
i'm so proud of myself coz i didn't cry ..
i've grown up already!!

updates

2007-03-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

some photos:

the 3 cute olympic dolls

my hostel

china lays: they actually have a container to store the chips..

eileen and me at their deng hui..

that was the only hot day

jean & me in our classroom for 5 months

due to the connection cutting at 11 and our workload,i dun have much time to blog..

lots of stuffs' happening and i'm slowly adapting to the environment..

afterall i can't be depressed for the whole 5 months right?

so might as well try my best to be happy..

well we went to west lake last weekend!!

the scenery's breathtaking and we were taking photos everywhere!!

it's a great tourist attraction..

Emo Emo Emo

2007-03-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

today, my sky's grey with drizzle..
i do hope my sky will turn clear blue tomorrow..

numbed.emotionless.speechless..
how i wish i can go home..

1 week

2007-03-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

i'm left with 20 mins to blog..
the internet's going to be cut off soon..

i'm in china for a week already..
time seems to pass so slowly here!!
i'm still trying my best to get used to the life here but i can't help but miss everything in singapore..
my family, my friends, my home, my bed..
the bed here is so freaking hard..my butt felt sore when i sat on it..=X

went to town after selfstudy today..
we walked quite alot but we didn't buy much stuff..
there's a overhead bridge that is really wobbly there..it's practically shaking when we walked on it..
at 1st, i thought i was feeling giddy..
then, my friends also felt the bridge shaking..
we even thought that there might be a earthquake..
that's pretty terrifying..=S

other than finishing my work and washing my clothes, do hope i'll get ample rest this weekend..

sobsob

2007-03-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

go to www.kaiboon.blogspot.com to see the living environment of the hostel..

i took their bus for the 1st time in my life!!
and it's............................................
the good thing is that their handle is pretty low hence i can hold it!!
but i was practically swinging to and fro in the bus..

the weather is changing at every moment..yesterday, it's so freaking hot that I almost thought i'm still in singapore..

btw, did i mention that the building we are living in is actually the guys' hostel..it's like we are experiencing the real life version of hua yang, except that there's no quan and xiu yi la..

there were quite a lot of pretty fireworks last night..i think that's because they are celebrating yuan xiao jie..

I missed them...

the spasistars

jace,me and amy..(i looked grim..=X)

the nice nice photo which jiamin edited..=)

cny..my pretty lil'sis

sis's fave pose

OMG

2007-03-03T10:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, I managed to connect to internet!!

The trip to zucc was pretty eventful..
Due to the fogs, it took us a freaking 11hrs to reach shanghai!!and then we took a 4hr bus ride to reach the hostel..

I missed my home and my lovely bedroom and my mum's cooking alot!!
I missed my family and my friends..
They gave me a big surprise when they came to the airport..Especially my grandma..Really didn't expect them to come..Was pretty overwhelmed.
Thankyou for everything you all have done..Thanks for the letters and present..=)

spent the whole night cleaning up the whole place..(-_-)
managed to put up the mosquito nets around our beds..they made our room more homely!!

To some extent, it feels like i'm in ns now..sobx..
Starting school on monday..I do hope I won't fall asleep..and I just heard from xiaoyan that our we have to sit in the classroom on every friday for self study..

Counting down to home..
I want to buy a webcam so that I can see my family!!sobx

.emo.

2007-03-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

one day to china
im getting more and more emo..

am still packing my laugage..
do hope i have brought everything that i need there..
the timetable is out..it's quite hectic..i guess i have to do quite alot of mugging there..

yesterday, i finally got to meet the spasistars!!
wanyan and i went to queue for the famous donuts at city hall..
i had to satisfy my craving, the donuts are superb..too bad lots of them become 'disfigured' when i reached home..
we queued for like 1 hr plus!!
it's definitely worth the wait though!!
then jiamin joined us and we talked the whole afternoon away while waiting for shuqin to come..
her slippers were spoilt and we went to help her buy new ones..
after that we went to Hans to continue yakking away..
it's a simple outing but it feels really great to be able to just sit there and chat the whole day away..
i enjoyed their company!!
luckily,the lack of outings didn't do great damage to our friendship..
hopefully, we can continue maintaining it.
let's go queue for donuts again when i come back, alright?
don't forget me!!(-_-)

shall continue packing tml..
off to bed now..

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2007-02-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

New year eve today, Chinese New Year tomorrow..
I'm finally done with spring cleaning..(^_^)

Had a very busy week..

Sunday: Met up with jace and amy!!We went vivo and it was a fantastic shopping trip..We spent like 7 hrs in vivo,going into various shops..Love the gals!!=)Went around looking for jace's new year clothes..She spent quite alot..=p I'm in love with River Island..The bags are nice, the accessories are nice, the tops are nice...too bad they are way out of budget..it's more ex than topshop & forever 21..I may get the topshop top and the ebase skirt after new year..but before that,i got to find my 'ji che bao'!!

Tuesday: Farewell party at civil service centre..Before that, eileen and I went town to find flats for the china trip..I tried on two shoes but they don't have my size..=(

Wednesday: chinatown with my parents..Had the avocado desert at Lee Tong Kee..It's super nice!!

Thursday: China briefing..Town with Eileen again..lolx

Friday: Went back to school with Eileen and Rambu to hand in the forms..We saw Ray and his wife and his cute baby on our way back!!woots!!I think they are a fab couple..His wife's pretty..=)kbox at clementi..eileen had to sing alot to entertain me coz my throat's not fully recovered..hehex..

My parents forbid me to eat bak kwa and other new year goodies..They are afraid I may fall sick again..SobX!!my beloved bak kwa..Definitely have to eat 1 or 2 piece tml..

11 days to china!!there's still so many things undone but i'm getting excited alread..

diligently cutting neoprints

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Count down

2007-02-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

20 days to china..
i'm kinda excited although i'll miss my dear friends here..

con lang test's over and my short short hols have started!!
am in a ultra good mood..
but still very busy..i'm still not done with spring cleaning..(-_-)
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went back to school for the talk which huijun organised..
then went town with eileen..resumes were undone coz we have no idea what to write..

town today is a total nightmare..
i think i nearly fainted in far east..it's like the whole singapore population was in town..
there's lots and lots of people everywhere..

in the end, i didn't buy anything as my head was really giddy..
gotta buy a pair of pumps or flats before new year..
and my 'ji che bao' after new year..i like jolin's one but it's from gucci..so high end..so i'm searching for those nice leathery ones..

im broke but i need to buy the bag..hahax..

anyway,i'm still pretty weak..throat's pretty sore..have to prevent myself from falling sick as I got to take the flu jab..
haix..i hate injection..the sight of needles makes me faint..

Meeting amy and jace tomorrow!!i do hope town's less crowded..

The Final Paper

2007-02-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

Argumentative presentation is finally over..
Phew..
Luckily it was longer than 2mins..

Friday's con lang test..
Am going into a full force mugging tonight and tomorrow..
Hope I can do well in this paper..

but somehow my brain cells are degrading..i can't seem to remember the stuff i've studied the previous nights..
wonder how did i managed to mug through olvls last time..
and there's so many things to remember for con lang!!
never mind, i'll just have to squeeze as many info as i can into my little brain..

speaking of olvls, my sis's getting her results this friday..
she seems to be more calm, but i think she's freaking out inside..
do hope she'll do well too..
anyway, she's still not back yet..having dragon boat practice when she didn't go school today..
lolx..we are really different..=P

no being able to talk is AWFUL

2007-01-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

My throat is less painful now..
However,
I've lost my voice completely.
I can't even croak..(-_-)
Eileen even had to help me talk to my mum when I called her..=S

it kind of worries me..
because i'll lose my voice most of the time when i'm sick..

the taiwan news is reporting xu wei lun's death continously..
it's really saddening..afterall,i did see her real life..
28 is a really young age..with so many dreams unfulfilled, so many things undone..
so,we have to treasure the every moment of our life..
and be thankful that we wake up to see the sun everyday..

sadded =X

2007-01-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

i'm sick again...
my throat is hurting like hell and when i went to the doc she actually said this, "girl,it's quite bad you know?you may lose your voice so you have to stop talking these few days.."
lose my voice?!stop talking?!OMG

personally being sick is nothing, because i'm sick quite frequently..however, it's something when you have to attend the fahrenheit autograph signing session..
so in the end, dear me got to stay at home tomorrow and battle with photoshop while eileen and friends are meeting da dong and wu zun happily...*sobz*
nvm..i kan kai le..i will definitely be able to go next time..

now the second saddening part is that the tcher said that we have to attend new media lesson and present our poster on monday..as it's the last lesson,it's a must to appear there..
so i have crawl there or roll there on monday..haix..the doctor actually asked me if i wanted an mc and I ACTUALLY REJECTED IT..she looked shocked and kept telling me that I can't talk..
(-_-)

i don't think i can make it to the choir pract on tues..

i'm running a fever now...=S being sick is not good at all..

last but not least,gotta thank xiao huo for everything she had done for me..she accompanied me to take the passport photo,bought porridge for me and tried her best to convince me not to go the autograph session and the beatiful ariel necklace which she had paid miaohua secretly..dear xiao huo,thanks for being such a good friend!!i really treasured what you did for me..*hugs*

i do still feel a teeny weeny bit of sadness for not being able to go to the event i had anticipated for so long..

random ramblings..

2007-01-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

the most happening event that happened to me this week should be the interpretation test..

personally,i don't think i did well..

ci was traumatising..didn't have time to copy the notes..sobx..

oh wells..it's all over..=D but i seriously hope that i did okay..

went to the flea market at gas haus with eileen today..

as it was still early, we went to visit yq,wp,ql and jiangcong whom were filming at the bugis village..

ended up buying tons of earring studs..(-_-)

bought some new year clothes..i'm not very sure if i will be wearing them cause there's quite a few unworn clothes that were still hanging in my wardrobe..

random photo:formal presentation